Sunday, March 11, 2007
there's so many information in my head now. there's so many things to think and so many decisions to make. its like i do agree with charlotte and i would love to play and train with her. she's also the reason why i join the team. however things are not as easy as i thought it would be. its so messy now. more and more conflicts and i feel that im nothing to the team. i feel that im not needed there at all.
i know myself very well that im not a good player and i need to improve alot. there's so many many things. right from the start i jsut want to stay out of trouble. do what i think is right, do what i will be happy. i dont like things now. so many things to worry and so many things to do.
i just feel like going to some unknown island and hide myself there for a few days.
liting; 8:34 PM