Sunday, November 12, 2006
what's the point of helping someone? some times i really see no point in it. i go all out to do you a favour but you are making things difficult for me. i've already promised people and now u tell me u dont want it so soon. of all people i gave it to you. but you are not treasuring it. what do you think friends are for?
some times i feel that i do not exist. everywhere. no matter who im with i feel invisible. i tried my best but i dont have that drive to do so anymore. i dont feel needed. im just like a nobody.
i tired so hard to do everything nicely, but they just dont turn out well.
disappointments after disappointments
im hurt too
i just take it positively.
everyone thinks that im alright with it. im just hiding it.
deep down, i want to cry.
i want to cry out loud. let everything flow
but i choose to keep it.
how much people understand and care for me?
i dont know how long i can keep this.
liting; 12:24 AM