Wednesday, August 09, 2006
my com is not okae yet. still got to wait :( i really need my com badly. there's so many things that i need to do but currently i got not enough time and also the com to do it. many things had happened. i changed and tried all ways that i can but it doesnt work. theres nothing i can do but i just hope that you people will just understand that i am trying my best to accomodate to all of you and yet you people are not appreciating it and yet still criticising me behind my back.
im sorry to say this but i just wish that you people can stand in my shoe and think at my point of view and also cooperate pls.
i had been thinking, i know by saying all this will lead to a hell lot of gossips behind me again. but thats what i cant prevent. i some how feel that it will be better if you all just tell me straight so that i know what u all want and that i can change for the better. or the best, everyone can change and accomodate to everyone.
i went to watch the fireworks yesterday. with a amanda, hsing yee and peiyu. its been a long time since i met up with them. but im glad that we still have each other at heart. even though it was short and hot. today is national day so its a public holiday :) its time for me to relax and enjoy myself, but after this holiday it will be work work and work for me. i hope i can manage. and i will try my 100% to make the best out of everything.
oh ya! im happy for dee dee and kailing for making to the captain and v-captain of the ntl team! :) hahaha. i know you people can do a good job! we shall train hard together okae! :) i just love rugby. the people there are always supporting each other and always there for each and every one of us. time spent together with them is just so fun! learning new things and having fun at the same time! :)
happy national day! :D
liting; 10:57 AM
