Friday, July 28, 2006
im home early today
so decide to blog
life had been so busy this week.
all the trgs, projects and everything else.
firstly im happy that im selected for the NTL team.
im shocked that im selected as i thought i played damn lousy for the past few trgs
and also im stressed about being selected.
i scared that i will do something wrong and stupid during the match
and cause everyone to be so upset and angry
but since i had been selected already
i will work hard and give all i have.
and i have alot of projects to do.
i got no problems with econs as i am working witht he people im farmilar with
and they all are willing to work and cooperative
its so nice to have them to work with.
but comm skills project isn't so nice already
we are group randomly by the teacher
and until now i seems to be the only one working
i think its time i should reflect on myself.
im i difficult to work with?
i dont know what the others think
im feeling that some people are just not opening the mouth to voice out what diamonds they have and not contributing to the project. and some people i know you are trying your best but the questions and things that you are asking is really irrelevant and hinders the group progress.
i dont know what i should say. im sorry if i talked to you in a harsh tone. i dont mean to.
im just feeling upset.
like its just so hard to manage things well.
i cant treat everyone with a smile.
i do have my limitations
the next few months will be more and more busy
due to projects, NTL and exams.
everything just fall together and yet things are not gng on smoothly.
i just hope that i can do well for each and every one of them
and also have some time for myself and love ones.
im happy that there are still many friends and jootat out there supporting me.
you guys are the best :)
liting; 6:09 PM
